Misery Loves Company...

For days now, I have been LONELY and MISERABLE...the fact that MY BABY is still dead because she needs a MOTHERBOARD which is millions worth for me - and I've been thinking WHICH body part I should pawn - and not to mention the COUNTLESS "reminders" of my partner which goes on non-stop from eating until bedtime..

My phone (a Nokia 7210 Supernova - a gift from my sister) is a powerful one, though it's NOT like an Iphone or whatever...BUT still, it's good enough for me..because it can take great pictures (like the ones in my albums) and record and grab videos and not to mention grab e-books on JAVA format..which is wonderful!

So, these books have kept ME company in the MIDST of my misery (angst, spite and bitterness!)



Percy Jackson and The Olympians...I know, it's CHILD's PLAY! BUT it has humbled me and not to mention NUMB me from the issues of the world. THE JOY of reading a good book in your own cellphone!

I'm working on the last few books of The Sookie Stackhouse (Southern Vampire) Mystery Series...JOY!!

So, I can deduce...it's OK to be miserable as long as you have good company.

HAH!

In all my spite...I turn it off..

Since I can't put it in words..I'll just say it in a (not so very love) song...

I miss you...

My FAVORITE PORN STAR in the WORLD!!

Hello, AGAIN darkness...

And now, it has come to pass that I DON'T have a choice ANYMORE. For someone who believes that life is a test of multiple choice - I am LEFT with none.

Nada. Zilch. ZERO! Kapooot!

Let's start.

Today at work was KIND OF PAY DAY. BUT, no one got what they wanted - the BIG RAISE because of someone who got fired long time ago BUT still isn't (for a lack of a better term) moving out and so this person isn't OUT of the payroll too.

WHICH SUCKS. I call for INJUSTICE! But who would listen?

That's number 1.

NUMBER 2.

My mom. Last night she came home from the Queen City of the South to have her belly x-rayed and everything seemed OK for a bit AND THEN BOOM, this morning was a bitch.

She complained about her belly and how it hurts.

AND THEN when evening came (I was still at the workplace DYING) she just left with my aunt - and neighbor - and she just sent an SMS that she's going to have herself cut/sliced or diced or whatever just to get rid of the kidney stones that has been growing- spawning - multiplying - in her belly ever since.

It's a family curse OR probably a heritage (bullshit). Other people get cars, house and lot and money BUT we get appendicites (on the father side) dashed with high blood pressure and diabetes and (on the mother side - mainly on women) kidney stones AND heart attacks.

Talk about Charybdis and Scylla.

AND number 3 (to top it all off) my baby is REALLY DEAD! I have asked my maker to loan me her dead computer - during her birthday - and promised her 20 years to pay. She said yes.

I just needed the powersupply and then the technician of this café has already INSTALLED everything needed and BOOM...MY motherboard processor is DEAD.

Which - according to Google - is a (head bashing and heart breaking) 5 thousand plus all in all.

THAT shattered my day completely..and it's NOT even HOLY WEEK yet!

Sooooo..I am STUCK in oblivion. In this abyss that probably some crazy god or spirit has tossed me into.

I dunno. NO SIGN of help yet. I was taught NOT to give up in times of troubles. I was MOLDED for fun and joy and laughter and sometimes inflict pain and misery and sometimes DEATH.

BUT right now, I dunno. I AM STUCK! STUCK! STUCK! STUCK!

Right now, I WISH..(aside from casting GLOBAL SILENCE) I could multiple myself 10 or 20 or 30 or EVEN a 100 folds!

BUT then again...I dunno..

Hmmmmm...

This sucks...big time...

"Hello Darkness, my old friend..I've come to..."

FLY by Night...

In this boring, OLD, monochrome (YET) safe and boring town, ONE can always enjoy the happy hours of the weeee early morning!

So, of course, like a vampire, I sometimes go out at night to to our HOME COURT Café just be with my (crazy - lunatic) friends and PLAY DOTA and or just talk and have fun.

SO anyways, at 3:00 this morning - we finished playing already. And my friends and I went out and ready to go home.

THEN this guy just walked in the café and INVITED EVERYONE for a drink at the 24 hours.

EVERYONE said no. Of course. MOMMY always said NEVER TALK TO STRANGERS AND of course NEVER GO OUT WITH STRANGERS.

BUT STILL the GUY kept on PUSHING. INVITING US. FORCING us to go with him.

And so we left the café BUT STILL HE FOLLOWED US! HOUNDED US! (There were five of us) FOLLOWED us until the 24 hours bakeshop here in town.

OF COURSE everyone said no STILL! Even if he pointed at the 24 hour restaurant - which was across the bakeshop.

AND SO finally he left. Hailed a motor cab. AND LEFT US for GOOD!

THANK GOD!

WELL, moral of the story. CRAZIES are out of town AGAIN.

SO.....YOU BETTER watch out, you better not cry!

Here's the guy: (I SNIPED him with my camera!)