Saturday, October 31, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
From now on...
...I will...
...no longer talk to you just because you're talking to me..
...no longer hug you back just because you want me to or just because you are hugging me...
...no longer kiss you just because I WANT TO and I need it bad and JUST because you kissed me I won't do that too..
...no longer ask you to make love to me just because I'm HORNY or STEAMING HOT and I want to tear my bones out of my skin, I won't do that...because sometimes, for even a fraction of a nanosecond, I sometimes THINK, that you're thinking of someone or something else and that you're doing something with that someone in your mind..I WILL no do that too...
...no longer check your phone just because it beeps and I won't check it even for a nanosecond..
...no longer ask where you are or where you came from or why you came in late or why you're panting and or why you're making too many things up or being so defensive about something...
...no longer ask ANYTHING from you anymore whether it be money or stuff or even just LOVE...
...no longer question your decision about your plan to be in an apartment or just leave me or whatever excuse you will weave...I will not ask or question ANYTHING anymore...
...no longer ask whether you're salivating over someone else and/or you're planning to do or DREAMING to do something with someone most especially THOSE I HATE and LOATHE and ABHOR...
...no longer watch a movie with your or eat dinner or make you something that you like...I will not anymore...
...no longer LOVE you like I DID...like I SHOULD...like I ALWAYS have before...
...NO LONGER wait for forever just for you..
...NO longer ask you on how your day was because I'm sure my dull monochrome and boring day would pale in comparison to your bright, shiny and rainbow colored one...
...try to lie about everything else and just put on a brave face
...TRY to lie that I love you and I miss you.
...no longer talk to you just because you're talking to me..
...no longer hug you back just because you want me to or just because you are hugging me...
...no longer kiss you just because I WANT TO and I need it bad and JUST because you kissed me I won't do that too..
...no longer ask you to make love to me just because I'm HORNY or STEAMING HOT and I want to tear my bones out of my skin, I won't do that...because sometimes, for even a fraction of a nanosecond, I sometimes THINK, that you're thinking of someone or something else and that you're doing something with that someone in your mind..I WILL no do that too...
...no longer check your phone just because it beeps and I won't check it even for a nanosecond..
...no longer ask where you are or where you came from or why you came in late or why you're panting and or why you're making too many things up or being so defensive about something...
...no longer ask ANYTHING from you anymore whether it be money or stuff or even just LOVE...
...no longer question your decision about your plan to be in an apartment or just leave me or whatever excuse you will weave...I will not ask or question ANYTHING anymore...
...no longer ask whether you're salivating over someone else and/or you're planning to do or DREAMING to do something with someone most especially THOSE I HATE and LOATHE and ABHOR...
...no longer watch a movie with your or eat dinner or make you something that you like...I will not anymore...
...no longer LOVE you like I DID...like I SHOULD...like I ALWAYS have before...
...NO LONGER wait for forever just for you..
...NO longer ask you on how your day was because I'm sure my dull monochrome and boring day would pale in comparison to your bright, shiny and rainbow colored one...
...try to lie about everything else and just put on a brave face
...TRY to lie that I love you and I miss you.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
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